i have a lot on my mind. i just wish there was someone to go to that had all the answers. someone i could say "what to do i here? whats going to happen in 5 years? will he change his mind? how long?" i find its hard for me to make decisions when i dont know whats going to happen. all i know is i want to avoid being hurt, whatever that takes. but ( Read more... )

he said he doesn't want to go to prom with me anymore
and he's going to find someone else to go with

i am devistated.

I think at some point the body will just tear itself in two when the mind is so split. its a like a war in something that only has so much space and so much endurence ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in my room with the light shining through the shades, thinking over last night. Although i regret everything from the bottom of my heart, i still have so many questions left unanswered, and i know my heart will be restless till they are. but, my dear, i'll burry it alive ( Read more... )

When I was a child i would walk through my back yard and sing songs to God. Completely trusting and adoring God was not hard; I didn't want anything more then He had given me ( Read more... )

a foold doesn't take advice. TAKE A HINT!

Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge Him,
and He will make your paths straight.
proverbs 3:5-6

My son, do not despise the Lord's discipline
and do not resent His rebuke,
because the Lord disciplines those He loves,
as a father the son he delights in.
proverbs 3:11-12

The way of a fool ( Read more... )

Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disapoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.    Romans 5:3-5

The deaxth he died, he died to sin once for all; but the ( Read more... )

i love maine

I lie down and sleep;
 I wake again, because the Lord sustains me.
I will not fear the tens of thousands
 drawn up against me on every side. psalm 3:5-6

I will lie down and sleep in peace,
 for you alone, O Lord,
 make me dwell in safety. psalm 4:8

i like these ones cuz it reminds us how God is a safety for us. in the end, nothing is stronger then Him, ( Read more... )