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seductive and ellusive, didn't you think she might be abusive? trading in a good thing for a match made in hell i won't wait around while you're caught in her spell. Lie deep in the grave that you've dug for yourself in her bed letting the coffin sheets pin and stifle your breathing & her cold vampire kisses make your heart stop beating -
Alex
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need a new job? anyone need someone with a BA in psychology?
i'm so angry. all the time. i don't even know why. am i depressed? i mean i damn well could be. laura's in florida (still), and everyone dumps their issues on me (work ppl mostly). i don't care about any of that.
maybe i just need to focus on my music. and excercise every day. but can i do this on a normal basis? NO! why? becuase my work ( Read more... ) -
supposedly people want someone easy going....i haven't found a single person like that yet...
i don't like making decisions. why? because i never want to make the "wrong" one. i'm not afraid to be who i am, i'm just comfortable enough with who i am to know i can bend. there ARE things i draw the line on. but very few. is that so wrong? is it wrong to be amiable and let other people decide what to do when we go out? i don't think so. ( Read more... ) -
in progress
there's a little voice in my head
and it's shouting at me now
telling me to run and hide
telling me to just give it up you're living a lie
but i refuse oh i refuse to let it boss me around
i know it's gonna be hard
but i don't wanna run anymore
i know i'll just have to bite this bullet
and tell you those things that may make you
walk out the door
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overly-twitterpated (as laura would say)
went and shot pool with fisherman. he has such interesting stories to tell. and we both just ramble on and on. hopefully this one will stick around. he seems very interested in ME, not just my body. full of mischief....big goofy and cute grins, and goes above and beyond to make sure i'm happy and impressed. he doesn't have to, and he knows ( Read more... ) -
the return of the fisherman
again, minding my own business in my department and i hear the tool world button go off, i glance up out of nostalgia, and guess who i see running into my department? yea, the fisherman. He smiles up at me and runs around the corner....of course i get off my ladder to see what's going on. he's getting a shop vac. he says to me, "i'm definitely ( Read more... ) -
to my bff. the best one of all.
you moved far away. seriously, Greg's Last Day by The Starting Line says everything about how i felt. how i feel. i miss you so much. i will most likely NEVER get to move away from jersey, and NEVER to florida. you'll still always be my best friend, but it will never be the same this way. Is it childish of me to think that i could always have ( Read more... ) -
a bad day at work, until i met the fisherman...
work sucked all morning yesterday until about 12pm or so. I'm near the hardware desk and someone pushes the "help" button in Tool World then he runs over and looks at my locks. I see Ralph, the team leader for Tool World looking all around and i'm like, "he's over here!" the guy looks at me with a quirky grin and says "shhhh!" i laugh. then ( Read more... ) -
Thesaurus anyone?
oh those flirty lashed eyes
i have a feeling they lie to me
bat them once or twice
just maybe just maybe i'll forget
lingering expectations
of betrayal and being abandoned
can't explain away those
lovely lines you write to another
how can i fight
what's not logical
there's no reasoning here
just intuition and fear
there are things that take up time
and ( Read more... )