for the majority of my life (probably my whole life), i've been told that i've got the smarts, but i never use my full potential and just do the bare minimum. which needs to be changed now cuz, well, it's college, and college is harder than high school. yet, i still do the minimum-- it doesn't cut it though cuz finals just screw me over!-- which ( Read more... )

today was a crap day. the day started off fairly well and then towards the end... crap upon crap upon crap. it seems like these kind of days are more prevalent in the days of the college life. i would have thought that these days would be around when i was only at home! but it's not. these days come during my freedom years-- aka college. what the ( Read more... )

she made my night ( Read more... )

so i failed my math test. i asked my teacher about extra credit and the like, but he seems to be a stickler for getting what you earned. dang. but, he did imply that if i get 100% on everything else... he just might give me an A. um, seeing as the final is 200 points and that it's gonna take 2 hours to do, i don't think that's possible for starters ( Read more... )

it's interesting to read other people's livejournals-- especially if they're directed at you. after reading your journal entry, it made me realize how much you love me. your words, even your written ones, convey all the love you give me in person. that says a lot because, for some reason, your letters don't show as much emotion as when you tell me ( Read more... )

i'm so done.

i'm a little worried about myself. i have lost 8 pounds within 2 months, unintentionally. ever since japan, i've lost my appetite for food. like, food no longer intrigues me anymore. and i've lost the weight unknowingly. sure my pants are a little loose now, but i thought it'd be cuz i lost a pound or two. so i hop on the scale today... and holy ( Read more... )

well, as usual, i'm not up to school these days; but now i've got it bad. i won't even do homework, not even half-heartedly. i blame senioritis ( Read more... )

so many things have happened this winter break... yet so little has happened at the same time. i feel so consumed, so taken aback by what has happened; i don't know what to think anymore ( Read more... )

today was a fun day... i left my house at 7 am this morning and came home just a few minutes ago. after seeing The Last Samurai this evening, i've come to fully realize that i've always been fascinated with martial arts. specifically, sword fighting. every movie, every performance that i see in regards to that bedazzles me; i always says "man, i ( Read more... )