rest, my heart. rest ( Read more... )

Please save my frozen heart, O Lord ever Merciful. Somehow. Redeem it from its hardness and turn to sweetness once again that which has been made bitter. It is ensnared amidst a web of shadows, and the more I struggle to be free, the more enmeshed I become in this trap of great malice. I knew the price of love, and I paid it willingly, for all the ( Read more... )

I rise again from ashes ( Read more... )

Looking from a wide standpoint at this exhibition and embracing further in the field of vision the many and manifold exhibitions, especially of paintings, which each season brings forth; struck as we all must be, deeply with the vehement and almost feverish strife of conflicting theories and opinions which is rife about us, it is impossible not to ( Read more... )

Turn Your Gaze on me, and hold me there. Look at me in the fashion for which I have always dreamed, and for once in my life acknowledge with Your Eyes that which every man has ever failed to see. Don't let whatever beauty You have given to me go to waste like this. Before my petals fade away, please appreciate them while their spirit lasts, though ( Read more... )

You've never given up on me even when I gave up on myself, at least not deep inside of you. Please keep on believing in me, in the quiet of your heart, where not even I can hear you. I'll make my way back to you soon and in peace take the place you wish for me to have. I can feel your thought bent on me, in frustration, understanding, hurt and hope ( Read more... )

Jesus casts Cure Critical Wounds on Noy. Noy gains 144 hitpoints. yay.

The way I figure it, if my life is a joke, then I'm just going to laugh along with it. 

Sometimes I wish I could cry. I can't seem to anymore.

In the past several months I have ceased to say "I love you" to the people who mean something to me and ceased to express what is meant by those words in other ways. In the past, I challenged myself to try to live every day, every greeting and every goodbye as if it were my last one with each person I met. I learned to do this after Serge died that ( Read more... )