Help me as I try again to put forth the aptitudes You have given to me for his sake.

And most of all,
when snow flakes fall,
I wish you Love.

Stories, Fairytales, Fantasies,
In their own way, in a fashion larger than life, in a manner rich with imagination, they essentially speak about human experiences- the troubles and triumphs of every human heart. They appear as glittering pearls too beautiful or gaudy for us to believe. How can anything so grand or far-fetched have anything real, of ( Read more... )

whatever. i quit.

I want to say "Whatever; I quit."

But, no dice- not gonna happen. Tomorrow is going to hurt like hell, but I can't hide and run away forever. I'm too tired to keep playing that game. Gotta put on the smiley face and make that sunshine.

There are days when I wish I owned a car, and only because they safetybelts. I like them a lot, because when I put one on I feel like someone strong is holding on to me. I feel as though someone else is keeping me safe. Safe from hurt, from dissapointment, from all kinds of human silliness. When my Mom and I would get into arguments about money, ( Read more... )

Yesterday when I was praying with the statue of the Blessed Virgin, I was like "Bring it."
and She was like "Word."

Becomming accustomed to the new me I find myself in when I dream is strange. Last night I was having a dream where I was lighting tall candles at various pints on a giant mandala guilded in crystal on a lapis floor. As I was kindling these pillars, stars would flicker to life overhead. and in the stalight I could see a valley far, far away. ( Read more... )

When life turns out shitty, make fertilizer.

With a little foresight, I think my garden will be robust. I suspect those of my friends will be as well. We can swap seeds and give each other fruits and flowers. I like flowers.

If all our lives are stories, I don't think it's necessarily a bad thing that I feel as though I'm not the main character, at least in mine. I feel more like a strand of harmony or a floating descant rather than the melody. I think that's why I don't make sense to myself at times. Harmonies on their own (out of context, without a melody) sometimes ( Read more... )