every
so
often
it's

all

too much to think about

at one time.

you know.

my stomach hurts.

i'm at my mother's house. instead of easter weekends, she went states and states away. it is also her birthday ( Read more... )

all of the people that live here with me are out of town ( Read more... )

i know i know i know
i've known this all before

man, it fucking hurts.

I feel like i can't be in this house right now ( Read more... )

everything is perspective; these days.

i should have known.

what was with the impromptu party at my home last night?

If nothing works out the way i'd like it to; then I guess that just means it wasn't supposed to work out in the first place. All of this bullshit will work out eventually and I will be so complacent that I will be wishing for some disorder. I just wish it would happen sooner rather than later. Ides of March. I really wish I could go to school in ( Read more... )

so i went to new york for the weekend and now i am back.

and i'm not happy at all to be here. and things like swings. and what the hell saturday night.

i need hundreds of naps and ten vacations to get rid of this headache.