I wish you knew how much I love you and I wish I could just tell you, but I cant and I don't know why ( Read more... )

School's over..I'm officially out of the vet tech major..thank god ( Read more... )

So, every now and then, I feel like writing in this thing ( Read more... )

This boy makes me smile so much ( Read more... )

So I have decided that it is time for me to grow up
Fuck this partying shit and all these drugs
I don't need these things anymore, all they're doing is fucking my life up even more.

I'm getting out of NY and starting over at a new college for the same major..but minoring in photography because they have it there<33 ( Read more... )

Classes are finally over..no more stressing for right now ( Read more... )

I broke up with Matt a few days ago..little did I say in here, I met another guy..I stayed true to Matt for as long as I oculd; he pushed me away. All I wanted was him to love me the way I loved him...I wanted to committ to him and I wasn't getting anything back. Along the way, one of my friends poured his heart out to me, telling me how he's felt ( Read more... )

Things are changing ( Read more... )

It's so sad how much I used to write in this journal and my old one..and how ridiculous it is how people used to say my one journal was meaningless..for gods sakes people..it was a fucking journal...MY journal, not yours ( Read more... )

I miss him so much that it is interfering with my school work. I can't deal with this distance, even though it is only and hour and a half. It's sad because my housemates are 7 hours away from their boyfriends and they never see them. I see him on the weekends. I wish I knew what to do, I start arguements for no reason, I'm always crying. Maybe I ( Read more... )