My head hurts. I lost myself today. But the funny thing is I didn't "lose" anything, I threw it away. I've been beside myself all day long, unable to breath normally with out my heart hurting. I really don't know what to do. I long to hear the ringer of my phone and that angelic voice on the other end. But I know it may not happen. I was reading a ( Read more... )

Well its seems that I am but 30 minutes away from another trip to the most wonderful place in the world. Insert sarcasm here. I just can't take this anymore. My own mind is betraying me. And I hate it, myself, and just about everything else i can think of right now. So I'm going to the looney bin, again. Thats right, again. I just don't know what ( Read more... )

I've been trying to write lately, which has been a downhill battle. Seems as though my brain has gone numb. I'm still not really sure what to think of my current situation, all of this is so new, and unbelievable. You get used to something for so long you come to except that, this is the way it will always be, and you cope. But now, everything has ( Read more... )

Hello all you great and wonderful people out there. Its time for another great show. When Words Fail will be playing Feb. 13th @ Olivius in downtown Ft. Myers, across the street from the wachovia building. Felix and the Half Krauts will be opening. $2.00 drafts, and best of all, the show is free. Music starts at 10:00. Come out and support some ( Read more... )

You know, things don't go my way. They just don't, but recently everything has been amazing. I have the most wonderful, beautiful, talented, amazing girlfriend in the whole world. My band is going great, hitting the studio next week for a demo record. I'm just estatic. I can't even being to explain. You know, I always thought that things like this ( Read more... )

I never thought I could feel like this ( Read more... )

i need someone to talk to, and theres no one, ever.

Shaking like a dog shitting razor blades ( Read more... )

A star up in the sky ( Read more... )

I always seem to be the only person i know stupid enough to be up this early. i only slept for 2 & 1/2 hours, again. i cant remember the last time i got a decent night sleep, and im tired of it, literally. *yawn ( Read more... )