It's been over 2 years since I last wrote in this journal. I ended up staying with Cowboy till the summer of 2011, when shit it the fan. He groveled for a long time and even now I feel like things are out of sync. But, all things considered, we're on track to at least being civil to each other again, which is all I am willing to give him ( Read more... )

So, much has happened since the last time I wrote. I went to visit Cowboy's ranch. It's beautiful and he has cows. Met his paretns, painted his pool, went to a "rodeo" where he proceeded to lose sixty of my dollars ( Read more... )

First off, let me say that I am quite liking being back to writing in my livejournal. It's most therepeutic. Second, it is hard for me to type right now but this story is worth the pain. Thirdly, I just watched the worst movie ever called The Gay Bed and Breakfast of Terror. Go watch it...waste 2 hours of your life ( Read more... )

Wow. It's been a year and a half since I've written anything on here. So much has changed in that amount of time. For starters, Ulises and Colin are things of the past, THANK GOD. Colin got all creepy and shit and decided to write quite the eloquent story of us running away together and then him shooting me. Awesome...I pick some real winners. ( Read more... )

We'll never go back to the way we were. I gave colin up so that I could be with you. I wanted to be with you. I thought you could have made me happy. And you DID make me happy for that short amount of time. But that's all it was...a short amount of time. I'll never regret the things that we did, said, or felt. It means too much to me to let it go ( Read more... )

I've realized that there are some things in life that no one can really help you with and the decision comes down to whatever you, and only you, choose. I have grown apart from him and closer to another, but there is still a hesitation in me that dreads him coming back, expecting me to feel the same. I don't feel the same. I'm not sure I will again ( Read more... )

2007-Meet the roommate ( Read more... )

It has now been one year, two months, and 8 days.

As I've stated before, I need to get laid.

Thank you.

It has now officially been one year and I need to get laid.

Thank you.

Hey. Ok, so I just got my financial aid awards letter from Trinity University. They are awarding me some money but here's the catch: my parents are still gonna have to pay alot. I don't want to become an internet beggar but it's seems like that might be the only thing left to do ( Read more... )