Someone, anyone.
Care about me.
Please.
I mean really care...

Just when I start getting happy.
Just when life seems okay.
Suddenly it's like i'm falling apart at the seams.
In one day, everything changed.
A friend of mine did coke, weed, and lost her virginity in one night.
She never did any one of those before.
My 15 year old cousin is lying to her mom about stuff, and it worries me.
A guy spit at my window ( Read more... )

College is good so far.
Theater is intense.
We have to see four plays by the end of the semester.
And write about them.
And read Hamlet.
And write about it.
And read 3 or 4 other plays and write about them.
And of course, book work.
And workshops.
Yeah.
History is okay so far.
English is cool, but I bet i'm gonna get carpal tunnel by the end.
Lol.
My job is ( Read more... )

So things have been okay.
I went to Disney world with Nicholas. That was amazing.
We had lots of fun.
I got blisters and was in pain a lot, but that's okay.
I got over my fear of flying.
And going on the Tower of Terror. Lolz.
I have a new job. I work at Spirit Halloween store.
It's not open right now, so we're cleaning and putting the costumes up.
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So last night I had a bonfire at like..12 am. Things were good, we were just chilling, when the cops came. We walked to meet them, but they wouldn't talk to us. Instead, they banged on my front door and bothered my mom. Then they came to us and asked who's car was "sticking out in the middle of the road"  So Jude goes up and gets a 40 dollar ticket ( Read more... )

So. Life's okay I guess.
College is basically all set. (Finally)
Nicholas and I are going to Disney World with his parents on the 12th.
I'm having a Harry Potter bonfire, that's gonna be sick.
I plan to go camping for a while and get drunk. (Lolz Joe)
I applied to this Halloween store in Waterbury.
Siked about that, I hope I get the job.
If not, i'm ( Read more... )

Well I just got back from seeing Casey off to the airport.
God. 17 years of friendship.
I'm gonna really miss having her around.
We cried, and it was so sad.
I honestly wish that she didn't have to move to Florida.
Her party last night was the best one though.
I videotaped some of it.
Fireworks, explosions in the bonfire, snuggling, salsa in my hair, ( Read more... )

I have realized that I don't fit in anywhere.  I don't even fit in with my own family. I mean my friends are all different.
There's no one who really gets me. No one who likes Emo, hardcore, classic rock, AND a little rap. No one who reads as much as me.
No one who will pay for my gas if we go to the movies because I (if I could capitalize the I more ( Read more... )

So tell me why i'm getting hangover symptoms now. Lol. 
Last night was too hardcore for words.
Thursday was crazy too.
We went to Tequilas with Rach's coworkers and we played pool and drank Jack and coke.
No more JD.
Oh god.
My head hurts. Lolz.
Joe, we're so silly. 
"Whoa! My arm is going on for miles"
Lol.

P.S- I got into Southern. ^_^

Disappearing is a lot easier to do than actually having to face your problems.
Which i've actually been realizing lately.
I concentrate so much on the past that I ignore my present...and then obsess about my future.
I worry so much about my past friends, past partners...that my present friends, my present partner isn't getting
enough attention. 
I used ( Read more... )