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Well.

My uncle Ray died on Thursday at around 3 am...

It was pretty much a shock to my family. It was so sudden. My dad went to visit him that night and everything...

The wake and funeral are on Tuesday. Most of his relatives can only stay for one day, plus it's easier.

It's just so...surreal...

Friday we had it off. I basically bummed around the ( Read more... )

So. I'm sure you're all wondering "Hey, where's Nikki" Sorry about dropping off the face of the planet. Things have been so busy lately. My uncle Ray has cancer. And now the doctors said that the chemo isn't going to help so he has only a few months to live. I don't feel like talking about it, but our family is on pins and needles. Some good news ( Read more... )

Here's a little recap:

Snakes on a Plane isn't so bad.

School is.

Family Values tour. I got to go on stage with Korn. Lis and I squeeled like fan girls when Dir En Grey came on. I got many autographs and pictures. Twas great. I bought a bowl for a certain someone. :) Well...I have to admit I might use it as well.

Got into a car accident with Joe, ( Read more... )

I am a failure.

I don't see a bright future for me.

No. Not at all.

I don't even want to write about today.

I could write about the last couple of days.

But I feel too upset to even write about that right now.

I need to pull myself together. Stop crying, and act like a senior.

But. I don't have the strength anymore...

So.

Watertown is the WORST PLACE TO LIVE if you aren't a crackhead or rich. I went to the LATPH show and really. People just had to make fun of me. I haven't seen them in three almost four years. You can't let it go already? Are you THAT immature that you have to bring up the past everytime I see you at a grocery store or a local show? I was there ( Read more... )

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Chester Bennington is damn sexy. But Eddie Murphy? I don't see it. Or Sean Lennon... o.O

Well. Let's see. Tuesday I went to Barnes and Noble to fill out yet again another app. But this time they're hiring at Starbucks. Soo that's cool. Ugh. I need to find a job. I apply to atleast one place a week. This is really fucking ridiculous. How can I get experiance if no one will hire me? >.<

Wednesday was quite nice. I went to Nick's house ( Read more... )

Kso. NYU is amazing. We didn't get to go to St. Marks Place or Coney Island because my mom is a fun sucker, but it was still cool. I know for sure that I want to go to NYU. I just had to see it to confirm it. IT IS SO AMAZING. They have 9 fucking libraries and one has 12 floors. I nearly passed out from amazement. My bookworm side was reeling. The ( Read more... )

I never realized how kick ass Almost Famous is. That movie rules. I was never able to watch all of it, because my friends have insane ADD and would usually annoy me until we gave up on watching the movie and went outside. That's also how they ruined Bowling for Columbine, Puff Puff Pass, and a porn called Pirates. But anywho, this movie is amazing ( Read more... )