I have been up since 3a.m and can't stop thinking my head is spinning ( Read more... )

So I have been praying a lot more during this last month and even using my deck of cards my friend gave me last time i was feeling all up in arms (mostly about marriage last time ( Read more... )

So now I am 3 weeks past 35 years old on my journey and I definitely feel pressure to be what I need to be, what I want... be passionate about my life... define my purpose ( Read more... )

So we had another shitty episode on Friday night with my husband's crazy behavior. I have decided I can't do it anymore. I have asked the angels for guidance and direction. I feel like I have made an unwavering decision this time. And I hate think that I am taking Tom's family away from him but our family is just going to change and be better. ( Read more... )

I started reading this book I was recommended called The Millionaire Mind. My friend is in the same industry and has had her own challenges with her business. WE have started doing weekly calls to stay on task with our companies and we have named our calls the Million Dollar Marathon calls. When I started my business, I kept that number so visible ( Read more... )

So I had a nice post in my head and then it flew out because my daughter was whining from the other room ( Read more... )

I am feeling super lonely these days.
I bet my husband is too because he texted me that he misses me.
I don't care though.
Thursday night he told me he wished he wasn't stuck with me. I wish I wasn't stuck with him. And, I don't miss him when he is at work. I am glad he is not here.
I am lonely when he is here too.
What is the truth?

I see it has been over a year since I was here. It is indeed a little disturbing to read the stuff I wrote and to find myself in yet the same space once again. Needing connection, release, a major change... seeing my hesitation how stagnant I am seeing the same hopes, dreams and goals underachieved ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like running away ( Read more... )

Life is good ( Read more... )