Where can I tuck these dreams away ( Read more... )

I am glad that I have a horrific looking bruise on my wrist. It is the only sign of what I have went through. I can look at it and say, "Oh, there is my pain..I can see it..it is real". Because otherwise, my life hasn't changed. No one knows.

"Action may be required to change the situation or remove yourself from it. If there is nothing you can do, face what is and say 'Well, right now, this is how it is. I can either accept it, or make myself miserable.' The primary cause of unhappiness is never the situation but your thoughts about it. Be aware of the thoughts you are thinking. ( Read more... )

I Wish We Could Open Our Eyes ( Read more... )

Okay Joel, I will write about what I want out of life...well, a little piece of what I want out of life lol ( Read more... )

My bones are tired, Daddy ( Read more... )

“My mother has an expression, children tend to become that which you expect of them. I want a country where we expect much from America’s children. Every child must graduate from high school. Every child should go on to higher education. Today, just two-thirds of students entering high school graduate, and about two-thirds of those go on to college ( Read more... )

Here I am. In another one of my melancholy moods. I drifted here on waves until I gave in. I am resigned to the fact that I will always have this place in me. I let the feelings wash over me without a fight until my body is numb and tired. Sometimes I think I am drowning ( Read more... )

Root Canal - $780
Crown - $650
Core Filling - $200

CT scan of sinuses - $500
4 visits to a specialist - $100

This is all after insurance has done their part.

Conclusion: Medical bills suck ASS!!!

I hate the feeling I get in my heart sometimes. It feels completely broken and I know it shouldn't. For some reason I like to sit in the feeling and let it take over, because it feels somehow right. I will listen to a song that leaves me with the feeling or sit in silence and let my head play the thoughts over and over. I can't let myself be ( Read more... )