i was kissed so thoroughly today my lips are still swollen.

i know that i can be spontaneous. i know that i will do anything for someone i care about. i know those are strengths and not weaknesses.

driving across town last night was so worth it.

for a few stolen moments of the warmth he offers, i would have driven to the moon.

it was great.

and just what i needed.

its so nice to be liked :-)

i only wish this feeling will last.

i cooked thanksgiving all by myself this year. and it wasnt perfect, but you know what? it rocked. im so glad its over ( Read more... )

yay

something good is happening

florida was cool. and then it sucked and then it was cool. i dont know what i thought it would be but it was definately something ( Read more... )

youre ignoring me because its making you feel less guilty.

youre ignoring me because its easier than saying youre sorry.

because you arent sorry.

you dont care for anything that doesnt revolve around you.

and thats ok.

this is only helping me see who you really are.

i asked someone to do something with me. he was pretty cool about it and actually seemed excited. as the weeks have passed he started being more and more lame. its like he was just trying to get out of going. so the weekend rolls around and he made a huge effort to at least convince me he was still into it. so yesterday i was like ok, here. ( Read more... )

i love being woken up at 3am.

you rock.

This entry was waiting on my laptop. i forgot to post it but i really wanted to ( Read more... )