if only travis knew what was really going on. somehow it all gets so fucked up and distorted no matter what im doing. any genuine heart felt effort winds up such a disaster ( Read more... )

i tried to throw out some hints in a few of these entries because i know youre still lurking them, but you know what? i changed my mind.

you are void and so is anything you meant to me.

in other news:
im fucking in love with my new hair. its still cute and me, but its grown up me....

eh, you wouldnt understand.

youll never grow up.

i cant believe i made it through work yesterday. i was fucking miserable.

i wrote a great entry the other day but my laptop is being lame so ill have to post it another time.

this week sucked. the fucking drama is so dead.

im looking forward to the future and all of the good things headed my way.

its about fucking time <3


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im looking back and im thinking back and wow, this year has gotten so shitty. it started out well with victoria. thats the one good thing i have to show for this year. she is truly an angel ( Read more... )

fuck you both. youre low.

how dare either one of you look me in the eye again.

i was just lurking myspace and oh my god, the whole thing just made me want to puke. you people are fucking great. its just that your lives are so fucking ridiculous. all you want to do is wallow in how sad you are and how much of a slut you are. that shit cracks me up. there is so much more out there.... there is so much to live for. good ( Read more... )

Come on, take a step towards me ( Read more... )

when i think of you,

i cant think of anything nice to say.

you have a fucked attitude about everything.

its all about you.

and i dont like you.

and i dont want to know you.

a nice rock shelf in the desert covered in bullet casing lives for another day.

i cant believe what i fucking did last night.

im still wearing his sweater <3