haven't updated since july huh?? i'm lame.. lol ( Read more... )

apartment not going so well.. apparently we have shitty credit and they want to jack up the sec. deposit 675 dollars... womt be able to make that much by the move in date. i'm bummed. so lindsays been calling nick on her way home to work. all of a sudden he just wanders into the bedroom and talks quietly. i'm kinda bummed about it. i think he doesn ( Read more... )

So i haven't updated in a long time. I have so much that's been going on in my life and i dont even know where to begin. i guess lets start with the present and then move on back. So me and my good friend katie applied for an apartment in hartland the other day. it's fucking sweet. it's a two bedroom two bath. it has vaulted ceilings and a huge ( Read more... )

So i'm going crazy. i dont know what's wrong with me. my relationship with nick is definately not healthy. i'm not "living there" well my stuffs not there but i stay there almost everyday. he's still talking to that stupid bitch. as long as he still talks to her i'm not going to even consider ever getting back with him. i can't help it. if he loved ( Read more... )

So i call nick to be nice and tell him that i was going over to my moms after work. i have to have my dad check my car fluid. next thing i know i go back to the apartment and find someone parked in my spot. weird. i walk inside and see emily on the couch. i should have went off but instead i just packed a bag and left without saying a word. since ( Read more... )

Ok. So me and nick finally came to.. well i guess an agreement. we're not together anymore. i guess the spark just left our relationship. i'm sure it's based on quite a lot of things (such as my debt, his not having a car, me having two jobs, us never getting to see eachother, us not having a lot of money) it's not just those things but a lot of ( Read more... )

Ok. i know it's been a while but i was on the myspace fad for a while. not to mention i haven't been using my computer lately.. i just wait for nick to get off his. A lot has happened since i've written here.. probably too much to remember to put in here. It just seems like nothing is going right. So the final total is just below 3500$. comes to ( Read more... )

Ok. So for a long time now i've been ... lets just say i've been selfish and stupid. Not stupid enough to screw up majorly but just stupid enough to possible hurt someones feelings. i was in the bath today and something just clicked in my head. something that made me want to get off my ass and clean the house. Something that made me almost want to ( Read more... )

Nicks cleaning the kitchen.. i mean super cleaning the kitchen.. not sure why ( Read more... )

So i'm at Vic's house. waiting for that girl to call from the place i'm supposed to be bartending. if she doesn't get ahold of me by like 2 though i'm going home.. i'm not going to waste my whole week over here if she doesn't call me. it's stupid. anyways, just got outta the shower.. bored. that's why i decided to update. i know i haven't in a ( Read more... )