Dear Family ( Read more... )

Dallas can burn in hell. I'll be burning rubber ( Read more... )

I'm glad I got to see Christine tonight. We went over to the studio for about an hour and a half and I went through my numbers and taught her a bit of "Lady." Jennifer and Michael came over for a little while. Then my parents and brother showed up ( Read more... )

(sempre penso di le vie ( Read more... )

Today I found out that my grandfather has six months to live.

Jennifer and Chase have plans to come over for Cabaret, sewing and food this week. Chase! I've become close to him and I worry so much. He barely eats, and the stuff he got from the food pantry might, maybe feed a mouse for a day or two. What will I make? I was thinking curry with samosas and riata.

Why do I completely suck as a person? ( ( Read more... )

"Where can you live safely then?"
"In surrender."

It is sunday night. All of Austin is pouring down on my head. Loosely sliding down the windows. This is a journal, and sometimes I like to pretend that it is mine.

Dios mio, dove vado? Dove me voule andare? Se Lei vuole, la seguirò.

"Is there no threat of disaster ( Read more... )

(My play on time- not won)

This is not poetry.

My callouses suggest these stepping stones.

There is a storm in my heart beating inside me
And I swim through it, myself mercurial.
When I open my eyes to the sun, petals of me unfold
(although I would not say I bloom; the roses I know are dusty, all).

In movement
I recall the west wind.Its hot ( Read more... )

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We picked up my grandfather yesterday and he got extremely ill while he was here so we had to take him home before the confirmation ( Read more... )