so, this week has been absolutely amazing. i never expected things to turn out this way at all. i was looking at the down side of situations..but now I'm looking at the upside.
I've got a date tomorrow night and I couldn't be happier about it. i haven't really stopped smiling since about 12:30 or so last night and i'm really liking that

Why is it that we need other peoples' approval so much? Why do we judge who we are based on the parts of ourselves that are reflected back by others [which, in essense, is a reflection of a reflection and is bound to get distorted somehwere along the way]? How is it that we can so desperately yearn for others to know who we truely are, yet we ( Read more... )

Why does it bother me so much that he's engaged?
I'm the one that broke up with him.
He's a complete douche.
He's a jerk.
And quite possibly, the worst relationship I've had to date.

So why does it bother me?

So, I have a summer job lined up. And I'm excited about it, because it's not at Coldstone, or the nursery at my church. It's at a photography studio! yay for a job that will prepare for life after college [sorta].

Sometimes you need a few clouds to cover up the sun so you don't forget it's there in the first place.

So, I really never do update this is, but I figured why not ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.

When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your journal and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

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If I want someone to share their life with me, should I not have something amazing to offer them in return?
Well, there we go, I think I've solved my problem.
Now, the only question is: Where do I find something within myself that is good enough to give to someone else?