well things are i guess things between john and i will never happen but like i said i guess i had to know this all from the beginning...but im so sorry tyler i've been really really busy this whole weekend will be you and i...i promise!!

okay today was alrite...im so fucking tired im so glad that today is my "friday" lmfao...i know i know daniel i ( Read more... )

"by my side"

u can help me out/before i fall again/if this is the end/then where should we go/to be happy/
so call me again/before i let go/dial me up/and let me know/ that/your ok/

but u stand by me this day/ like u /have/ before/and please dont ever go away/like u/have/before/

bail me out/help me escape/free me from this prison/
ill get u away/and we ( Read more... )

really fuck it all now...i cant believe that things have to end this way...omfg!!! you really have changed and i cant believe that you told me some of the shit that you did...omg!! john i thought you were so much better than that...obviously you're just typical...goodbye john potter!!!

life is so hard and people are so shallow not to mention names and i cant stand it...maybe he just doesnt see it or maybe i just am to close minded to understand her but she could never love him the way i did/do...why does he not understand i would do anything for him and all i want is for him to be happy but then again im sure he wants himself to ( Read more... )

What You Give
Tesla

Who's the one that makes you happy?
Or maybe, who's the one always on your mind?
And who is the reason you're living for?
Who's the reason for your smile?

I feel so lonely and I know I'm not the only one
To ever feel this way
I love you so much that I think I'm goin' insane
I'm goin' crazy, Outta my head
Goin' crazy, Outta my head
Can't ( Read more... )

It's official my heart has been broken into too many pieces to count...crushed by the fact that someone doesnt know anymore...but its okay...not a big deal much more...i guess it won't be after tonight...i've done all that i can do...i've given him my one last plea and i've defended our relationship and memories and i have given him everything that ( Read more... )

12 December 2003 1:36 pm

Love can take you

Places

Far away

This sensation

Can set you free, today

It can

Touch your heart

This sensual feeling

Is not subject

To only

The smart

You no longer

Use a book

These feelings

Are abstract

A life long

Pact

To stay

Together

Not for just

One night

But forever

you know things are so difficult to put into words...someone articulate is hard to run across and i guess its just so hard to understand sometimes...man i wish i could say what i needed to say...here i go: watching romance movies all my life has in a way sabatoged my mind. its killed me because now in life i try to transform these people that i ( Read more... )

18 September 2004 12:41am

{Dream...}

I laid there in the arms of a sandy blonde lover just letting life and the reality of the entire moment set in. Memories floated back slowly marking our lives. Together we had been since we could remember. As I sat there wrapped up in love I began to think after all this time how could we not end up together. ( Read more... )

11 September 2004 11:48 pm

{The Artist's Pallete}

From pure blue/To gold/And vivid oranges/Pinks and/Passionate purples/The vareigated sky/Painted with/The artist's imagination/The sun slowly/Descends/Behind its sleepy hills/Leaving/Two starry-eyed lovers/Alone/Together in/The dark/Of the midnight/Blue sky/Sprinkled with the/Twinkling Stars/Each of ( Read more... )