*Sigh ( Read more... )

I've realized that I tend to surround myself with people that are extremely smart. In high school the majority of my friends were in advanced and honors classes and a large number of them are attending prestigious Universities or Colleges. Here at Rutgers, the majority of my closest friends have maintained enviously high GPAs and have credentials ( Read more... )

I feel so stressed out and bummed out ( Read more... )

Jeremy pointed out that it's been awhile since I've updated this thing, which is true - though I decided not to post as much on here since I've been having a lot of personal thoughts lately that I didn't want to share with the "world ( Read more... )

I think something is seriously wrong with me. How do I go from being happy one day to being really sad and stressed the next? I feel like crying,actually I've been crying. I've had on and off fits of crying since last night. I feel so alone like no one is around me even though people are and even when I interact with them, it feels like it's not ME ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since my last update ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to think that we all need some time out of our busy lives to just relax. To let our minds take a break from the stress and rush of our everyday lives. God knows I need one of those times ( Read more... )

When you've reached one of your lowest points it's hard to get up. It's hard to wake up each day and pretend everything is going to be okay. It's hard to work your way up from the bottom to reach the top. I've always had issues with my self-esteem, but I've never felt this self-critical before. My self-esteem has reached an all time low. I can't ( Read more... )

The future, though exciting as it may be, is very scary. I don't know what should be considered more terrifying between knowing what you ultimately want to become but feeling like you won't make it or not knowing at all what you want to do for the rest of your life. It's senior year and the future is not something that I can simply push off and say ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feeling really blank. As if something is always missing from the interactions that I've been having with people. As if I'm more of an outsider watching myself in every part of my daily life. The classes I'm taking this semester are not bad ones, nor are they boring, but after taking Spanish 102 this summer, my new classes seem less ( Read more... )