I've decided to stop writing in this livejournal, mainly because not many people read it anymore and more people seem to be using blogspot.com now. So check that out if you want to keep reading what I have to write (ask me for the link). I'll keep the old entries up on here though. Farewell!

So I found one of these old surveys from my old xanga account. As much as I hate these surveys, I figured I haven't updated this in awhile and with the New Year coming up, it'd be appropriate ( Read more... )

My last few entries have been pretty reflective of my recent sadness...well this entry is going to contrast all of those ( Read more... )

I thought things were turning out better, but again have only lead myself to disappointment. I've been job searching for about a month now and still have had no luck. I've had a few interviews only to get sad calls rejecting me for the position. My self-confidence is at an all time low, I never even realized it could be this bad. My level of hope ( Read more... )

Who do you turn to when you feel as though there's no one around? When you always hear things like, "I'm always here for you", but you know it's not 100% true. Where do you go when you feel as though you've lost your way completely and there's no up, down, left, or right and instead there's just nowhere. How do you continue to love another when you ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )

Nothing has really changed. I'm still extremely sad, just as before, maybe even more so. Job searching and applying has been sucking all the energy out of me. I don't know how much longer I can go on completing and sending out multiple job applications a day and hearing back from none. I wish I had a better grasp of what it is I really want to do ( Read more... )

So life the past few days or so hasn't exactly been that great. I've recently quit my job and now find my days being full of doubt and confusion about what I really want to do and what my "true calling" is. Jeremy just started graduate school and I find myself wishing I was back at Rutgers - with my friends and roommates. my mood has been really ( Read more... )

An update is long overdue since a lot has happened since my last post ( Read more... )

I guess it's time for an update since my last entry was almost a month ago ( Read more... )