I am really considering being the next Cosmo date girl blog haha! It's just a never ending roller coaster, and at this point, I want to get off!  Neil...I really like him, however I am mixed up.  It's possible that I am allowing myself to feel this mixed up, but in my past experiences, something just isn't right.  I had my third date with him ( Read more... )

There may be a celebration ahead...in the future, there may be a third date for me! Time will tell...last night I was ready to just throw in the towel about it...let me just tell you about this fellow ( Read more... )

I am strongly considering making my love life into an awesome novel....kind of like that chick in Cosmo even though she is fictional, mine is not so fictional. I no longer cry at the lack of love life or failures, I laugh. Such is life, right ( Read more... )

I find myself in a dark place today...I feel empty, disappointed, lonely, ugly, disgusting...Worst of all, I do this to myself. The slow suicide mode has been switched back on, and I'm back on my self destructive path. I have failed myself and lost the will to do good for myself. I am scared out of my mind when I get this way because it's pretty ( Read more... )

I feel risky haha not really, but I'll make this public because a lot of people don't know about this journal anyways, and maybe people who don't have livejouranl actually care what is going on with me, but then again there is always that devilish myspace ( Read more... )

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