last night was so great. i was so "happy".
tonight is so horrible. i feel like shit.

> i love my better half more than life itself<33 ( Read more... )

another summer night well spent with the girls. after therapy i picked michelle up and we went to my house so she could see her future brother-in-law on tv, he's just what we expected. then eryn came and we all went to cousins for some food and waited for miss jessica simpson to arrive (aka des). then we ventured to haagen dazs for some dessert. ( Read more... )

> SO, it's getting worse, i REALLY REALLY like him, eww =[
> I HATE summer school, it sucks so much hairy ass (almost as bad as marco's)
> Wee is back! I missed her so much, don't ever leave me again! =]
> I looves my mizzchelle & our notorious phone chats ;]
> Lovely's gonna hook me up with jack william in a few years,hehe<3 ( Read more... )

and will you tell all your friends ( Read more... )

this sucks. i never get to say goodbye. i miss him. this is bad. this sucks.
i want to go far FAR far away. life's a bitch and then you die (hopefully).

// SO yesterday was fathers day, i went to dads house and basically just read (which reminds me..i need to go to the library!) got home and wanted to go out with des nd eryn but my mom decided to keep me in my cage for her amusement, so of course i went crazy and had a party in my bathroom, just me, my cigarette, and another little friend who i ( Read more... )

i'm sorry for hating myself.
i just want the pain to go away.
i'm sorry for doing this.

i sabotaged myself.
everything i had is gone.
i'm sorry for being the source.

i need to relieve the pain.
i'm sorry.

// BRACE YOURSELVES... today was last day of school/ no more classes/ no more rooney/ no more tingles/ again my theory is proven correct/ happiness does not exist/ happiness is a fantasy we naive human beings choose to invest our emotions in/ and for what? for shit/ despite the spectacular urge to put an end to it all today was fun/ i love my ( Read more... )

today's question: what is happiness ( Read more... )

he was everything, everything that i wanted
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
all of our memories so close to me just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending.

// surgery sucks.

-- i love des mich eryn <33 my sisters in crime ( Read more... )