+ i updated my livejournal and made it beautiful with the one and only bridget jones<3
+ wishing a very happy birthday to lauren manetti.
+ i miss wee and i hope she feels better very soon; you were my whore first<3 ( Read more... )

Its late, I should be resting but instead Im writing on livejournal, listening to music, and talking to chiro. The Yankees just won, again; the Red Sox should just give it up, no chance Boston, nada. Enough with my baseball commentary, how are all of you lovely kids on this beautiful and chilly night? ..Really? I could care less ( Read more... )

blahh. just got off the phone with john. uggghiess. and thats all ive got to say about that ( Read more... )

well so far ive been having a fucking awesome week. last night was the icing on the cake. house parties fucking rock! i love hanging out with everyone. theyre all so cool and fun and its just great. did some karazee shit son!! hehe. achieved a whole bunch of goals this past week. major one being to get totally shit faced before school and how ( Read more... )

SO im back. miss me? i didnt think so. oh well. i dont mind ( Read more... )

heh. yeah. i really just wish school would fucking start already..

ohh and dont forget to tell all your friends that melissas a dumb whore oke!?

his name is john. he thinks im beautiful, funny, interesting and smart.
we both have really fucked up parents and were both born as little mistakes.
hes a senior at fort hamilton and wants to be a massage therapist/electrician.
he loves peach snapple and spongebob squarepants. we are going to get married.

tomorrow is my birthday.. yay? i was mildly excited before my mom told me she planned some sort of surprise and invited people of her own. i threw up once i heard the news. you can tell im excited right? i hate surprises!! i hate them almost as much as i hate people!! so why would she do this?! because she likes to see me miserable? yeah, imma go ( Read more... )

you feel like things cant get any worse. its as if your life is one big curse. you close your eyes and try to breathe. peace is something you strive to receive. its not easy pretending everyday. putting on the act- saying "everythings okay". you wish these feelings could be shared. wish you could scream "im so scared". but instead you smile and ( Read more... )

just two more years.