My heart hurts, drama and mush, if you don't really know me, this will be boring.

[starry_vision]

It is almost to the day that it was a year that we found out my Mom had brain cancer. February 13th, a Friday. I will never get her back, I will never see her smile ever again in person, I will never get to hug her, to confide in her. She takes up most of my mind lately. They gave her a year. She didn't make it a year. I am angry at that fact

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[miss_tia]

=(
Hearing about your Mom to this day still makes me ache. I'm so sorry, Jen.

You're right, you do deserve to be happy.
But life is chaos and like you said, you have your beautiful children to be thankful for. Don't put yourself down as a mother because even in times of sadness and heartbreak, you still think of them first and foremost. Some mothers are incapable of being that selfless, even when it comes to their own children. And you are not that "me me me" kind of Mom, so don't ever think that your children deserve better, because they have the best one they can possibly have.

Everything will fall into place eventually and you'll find your strength. Just have faith. It sounds idealistic but at times, all you can really do is hope.

[thetallgirl]

just want you to know i'm listening. i don't accept the fact that my mom is gone.

[byrdeeo]

We get lost sometimes and question ourselves but that doesn't mean you will be lost forever. I was lost, found myself then lost it again. Time will heal our greatest pain and replace that emptiness with determination and a will to go on. I know you will find that mama

[pure_vegasgirl]

jen people go through times in there life where they hit the bottom....and its ok.....jen you have all right to be happy.....jen its ok to miss your mommy its gonna take awhile and maybe forever but always remember she is watching over you and she makes it known...........jen everything and everyone you meet happens for a reason....and i belive that......just remember that im always here for you.....

[neubile]

you will find your place, i'm sure of it. this seperation will do you some good and having your own space will help you put things into perspective. just stay strong and keep the faith!