things are okay. I'M LIVING. today is boring. yesterday was boring.
i neeed a life. i'm kinda excited for saturday. or something. ehh i'm
scared for everything.

When i look in a mirror, i get discusted.
I want to fucking reach in there and destroy myself.
Every little flaw makes me want to puke untill a dry heave.

You ask why i push you away?
I'll tell you why,
I'f i can't love me, how the hell are you going to?

I can't sit there and believe for one minute
that someone just might want me.

To me, im replusive.
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i feel like puking. :[

sdghjuik fucking a. man its tuesday and the weekend sucked. thursday ( Read more... )

beep beeep. schooll is overrr. im happy yet im not.
shyytt iunnooo. so yahh. i have this thing to tell you.
MY HEAD HURTS SO FUCKING BAD, LIKE YOU
DONT EVEN UNDERSTANDDD. its been like this
forrr ehhhhh 4 days now. what am i doing wrong?

LYKE OMFGZ. I MISS YOU KARII.<333
sleeepoverrrr soooonnnnn :]

chris, ily. iiighttt nukkaaaa

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hii its like sunday and this weekend really sucked. a lot. well. im not
to sure about stuff anymore and i feel like i really need to tell someone
and maybe if no one is going to listen this stupid journal will...

i am falling apart. my family is driving me crazyy
and i feel like crying every moment of the day.
there is really maybe only two people in ( Read more... )

eeep last night was semi =]
i went with chris, ali, victoria, stef, ethan, paul, kevin, collin.
it was funnnn =D
yahhh mayybe illl add pictures later<33

i feel like i have no one anymore. this is like the worst feeling in the world.
im not sure i have anything that really excites me anymore and i feeel really
empty all the time. i miss what i had, i miss being really happy all the time.

hii im at school.

this place makes me mad.

tonight sam is coming over

then tomorrow were going

to the chiodos show with

chris, michelle and nickole.

<3

adfgyui wellll. its sunday and this weekend was pretty chilll. friday i went to the mall with dee, jenn and kait. <33 we were rad and walked to enp fromthe mall and i was being a retard. it was raining and i had a white shirt on so i zipped my hooodie up all the way and put my hood on and all the hair in the back flipped onto the top of my head ( Read more... )