So why did I kiss him so hard late last friday night
And keep on letting him change all my plans
I'm either so sick in the head
I need to be bled dry to quit
Or I just really used to love him
I sure hope that's it

and oh, i'm going to carthage.

you are always trying to keep it real
i'm in love with how you feel

=]

i've been thinking for days 
and i've been sleepless for nights 
but it all came to me 
driving home crying my eyes out

so i was reading this book that phil gave to courtney to read this morning. something about 'the secret'
basically what it said was that the most important law was the law of attraction. 
what you think about comes true. if all you think about is not wanting to do bad at something...chances are that you will because the 'not' dissapears and the fact ( Read more... )

im not angry anymore...im just going to get this out. 
im not the one who calls him.
im not the one who im's him.
i dont talk to him in the halls. 
i dont tell him i miss him. 
i try not to have conversations...
i tried to tell him before we were better as friends. then he kissed me.
so i know all this. 
i still really dont like jill. and i dont care what ( Read more... )

i havent got a clue if you're the one
but i like you
and oh i like how you make me feel 
i wanna do this right
i don't want to waste this night 
but im drowning ,drowning in your luck 
bring me flowers and talk for hours
oh i like you 
and oh i like how you make me feel 
kiss my face
your warm embrace
and oh i like you 
and oh i like how you make me feel 
i'm a ( Read more... )

I want to be big and let go
Of this grudge that's [grown old]
For the life of me I've not known
How to rest this bygone
I wanna be soft and resolved
Clean of slate and released
I wanna forgive for the both of us

yup so I'm going to cancun as you all know. 
nothing else really. 
well yeah but nothing important. 
I'll miss you all =)

wheres all the updates about NYC?????? 
I wanna know what happened =)