she said- she said
fend for yourself- you're alone
she said- she said
you are possessed with a power
bigger than the pain

a power bigger than the pain

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As you can see, I've moved. I've been toying with the idea for awhile now, and I think that the time spent on starrylies has run out. It's just something I can't relate to ( Read more... )

It would be so easy to fall in love with you. Really.
It would.

My family is so quirky. I come out of my room after being holed up and reading to: my dad strumming on his guitar and singing Bob Seger's "Turn the Page", my older brother playing the x-box that he got earlier today obsessively, and Danny staring blankly at the wall for reasons obvious to me, but perhaps not you. I don't really think you realize ( Read more... )

I am in love with The Who's song "Teenage Wasteland". Amazing, I tell you. I've raided my dad's CD collection more in the past couple of months then I ever have in my life and usually I'm nose deep in my father's collection of old rock because I'm just that darn cool. Work sucked as usual, but I wasn't stuck by the window all day. They had me ( Read more... )

One should fear me. I am up at 9 something AM, without a hangover even though I drank like 7 shots of jagermeister (forgive me if I spelled this wrong) and curlers in my hair. If I were on my period, this would be one of those kodak moments. Nothing really to report. My dad finally gave up the 3rd shelf in the den so I could put my books in ( Read more... )

I have, but one question to ask the world. Whatever happened to the Beastie Boys?

Proverbs 31:7
Let him drink, and forget his poverty, and remember his misery no more.

And it really sucks when I have to turn down a night of partying because of work. Sometimes I really hate responsiblity.

Today was tense. There are a lot of things that I'm unsure of right now. Opinions of people have changed. Blue side, reversed. We are bonded. By what...not one of us knows. We're four very different people, yet we seem to have this need not to stir the castle. Under cover. Behind your back. But anymore, I am feeling disconnected. As ( Read more... )

Interviewed by phoenixrose

1. What job would you rather be doing now?Hmm. In my fantasy land called Melissa-ville, I would be a writer. Taking my sweet and precious time cultivating what would be an underground classic for years to come. But realistically, I know what will not happen, so here on Earth the job I'd rather be doing now....well. To tell you ( Read more... )

I'm going to start off with what just happened because it's unsettling and more than a little unnerving. I call up at work (we were let out early because of no business & the rain...we are part of a park afterall) because my dad was supposed to be up there doing something and Luke picks up. So I ask if my dad is there because I'm trying to find ( Read more... )

I really really want to update, but I just don't have time. In thirty minutes I have to be at work, and I'm still in my pjs and I need to go eat some kind of breakfast. Le sigh. Expect a very large update from me this afternoon. I might chop it up in a series so the posts won't be so long. Vanilla Lattes rock major socks. Over and out.