I hate this feeling of not being able to do anything about them being here ( Read more... )

It's not that I don't know. I'm fully & perfectly aware of what I want. I also know that I change my mind a lot. This is a steady solid thought. It's not a "I think it's what I want". I know ( Read more... )

I just can't stay here every yesterday, keep on going acting out like everything's the same.

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MAY 26/07

You know, at some point, everyone always gets what they want.
Wether its something good or bad.
& in the end, everyone is selfish, one way or the other.

I think ive started the next chapter of my life.
..Just hoping it wont be such as wreck as this past one.

Today, im just where i want to be.
& even if i shouldnt say it, i will. because i ( Read more... )

Sunday, May 06, 2007
Subject?: "I found myself again, thats why you're gone"

I feel happy..

Little by little, ive been letting go of things.
& surprisingly.. It hasnt been as hard as i thought.
..Or well, maybe i say that now because im doing better than i was the 1st month.
Either way, i feel relieved.

Him telling me that he no longer cares about me, ( Read more... )

 
April 05, 2007 (never published)

Its 2:24 in the morning...&I'm thrown in bed...starring at nothing &seeing the world.
I suddendly lost direction in life.
Like its pointless to sleep...like its pointles to live.
But yet regardless of the non sense going through my mind &body..... I still want to be here.
Because before I realize it, life will slap ( Read more... )

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Even if it isnt right.. im starting to appreciate the "right time" for things..
Spring break starts next friday..& its funny how last year i was basically in the same situation that im in right now & being so impatient for this day to come..
Even though a week isnt enough, its a start.
with work now to keep me distracted..

I love ( Read more... )

Life, is good :)

It bothers me how ... he acts like there was never nothing wrong ( Read more... )