Well yet again I am in the OWC library bored off of my ass waiting for class, yet again it is dead boring....I had someone tell me the other night that when I actually sit and listen and don't interupt them that I actually am a better person, I always thought I listened to what people said if it was important but I guess I don't....Well whatever ( Read more... )

Right now I am at OWC in the library because I am bored out of my mind waiting for my algebra class to start and I have nothing better to do than this, so yeah. And, I just noticed that I am sitting next to stuff about and by Aristotle, Plato, and something about Cambridge's history of greek philosophy....Hehe....

So I have no job and I never really get to hang out with any of the people I know anymore, but I guess that that is alright....All I know is that I need a job....End of story....

I've gotten the question before, what are you going to do with your life and my answer used to always be the same, I wanna be a lawyer...But I have thought that over and decided against it and now I don't know what I want to be when I start through college...I was thinking photographer, but I am not very good at taking pictures and then I thought ( Read more... )

My dog Tuffy died today at 11:33am....

I have realized, because someone pointed it out today, that I do not really know who I am. I don't actually know who I am or what I want to do in life, for the longest time I did what others wanted me to do and I do not think I can do that anymore. He pointed out that all I ever do is what people want me to do or what they want to d, not what I ( Read more... )

I have decided that since nobody wants to talk to me anymore I am going to go into a state of alone"ness" you could say....I am going to avoid those who have avoided me despite me trying to get ahold of them....These people include; Erik, Brian, Eric, Nick, Justin, and Garrett....I do not understand why these people ignore me and I would wish to ( Read more... )

He said he wouldn't date me with my nose pierced and that he doesn't like piercings or tattoos yet his ex-girlfriend has a tattoo on her wrist....Yeah he'd never date me, the one person I want to date doesn't want to date me, he only wants to fuck me, what a coincidence ( Read more... )

I have givin up on the confusion subject it's starting to piss me off and so is he...

So on Tuesday I got my nose peirced after I lost my best friend...I went shopping with Ivy and she parked wrong and we got into an arguement and she called me a bitch so she is not my friend anymore...After the fight she kicked me out of her car two miles from my own car and I didn't have a way of getting to my car so I therefore had to walk...So I ( Read more... )