Well Im blonde again, I know now one cares. But whatever. Im bored, I totally have so many things to do, yet I dont want to do them. So I feel so stressed because Im dating a guy who has already told me he is in love with me and its only been like 3 weeks and he told me that the first week. Oh wow! It completely freaked me out, but I really like ( Read more... )

Im walking toward his car, he is waiting inside ( Read more... )

Look at me for just a moment, pretend your not afraid ( Read more... )

Get back, back, back to the disaster my hearts beating faster............ Theres something that I just cant explain, Im so in love with you, you never take that away. And if I said it a hundred times before, expect a thousand more, you never take that away!

Dude, never again. Ok, mark my words no more blind dates. My date last night was terrible. First of all I was not attracted to him at all, second he was a horny bastard, third he has no social skills, he didnt even know how to pay our bill at dinner. He didnt pay enough parking and got a ticket and I had to tell him to buy our tickets to a Pink ( Read more... )

Going on a blind date tonight, should be interesting. Those are always a lil nerve racking. Ive seen a pic, but he has a hat on that shades his face, but he looks pretty cute. I saw Shrek 2 today, I have eaten so much candy today! Its crazy. I gotta stop that shiz/ Yeah nothing much to say, getting ready to film here soon. Need to get my lines ( Read more... )

It hurts so much when someone you love and trust is stabbing you in the back. My friend Diana is doing just that, the biggest problem is, is that she doesnt even know it. She doesnt think she has a problem, she does no wrong, she blames everything on everyone else to get it off her shoulders. I hate that. Take responsibility for your own actions, ( Read more... )

So today I was suppossed to go to work right? I just got back from a weekend in Vegas and then three days working in San Diego and Im sure I have a lot of work piling up. When I say work, I mean filing a bunch of shit that I dont understand. HAHA Im so important. Anyway, I didn't go and the sad thing is I could give a crap. Im serious, I got a call ( Read more... )

Creative loneliness, convincing lies, hidden secrets keep me much ablidged. my insecuritis beginning to unveil. Place me on your pedastool, watch me from your perch, while artificial conversations saturate the air. On solid ground you held my face and brought me something real. With you in my arms and me in your eyes a warm reality, you helped to ( Read more... )

Battered and used, weathered by many storms, tired and old yet she's only 21. Her amazing grace, trying to find a holy place. Pulling at her hair, screaming to the clouds, holding out her hands, trying to catch a falling star. Anything that might take you away from where you are. So take her away, away from here. Harsh realities sink into her skin ( Read more... )