wow...that last entry was a drunken one...woo. we'll leave that alone. i'm never drinking again.

i don't really care who sees this...i was the loneliest i've ever been in a long time tonight. i have officially been turned down by two people since i broke up with josh. i am lonely. i am miserable. i can't stop crying. hell, i even cried in the bar tonight. it was stupid. please god stop me from doing this. i am so tired of being ( Read more... )

Wow...interesting New Year's Eve...I had to work at the comedy club and thought I was going to get out of there before midnight, but no such luck. At midnight, I had no new year's kiss...depressing. After work, Chris and I went to St.Marks, of course...where else do we go ever? I got to make out with a hot guy for a second...somebody that Chris, ( Read more... )

haha! i love drunk texting...and i didn't even know i did it until i checked my outbox this morning...oops

Ok, so to clarify the situation here. I won't let this whole thing go because I know you are lying about it. I know you're sleeping with/dating her but you just won't admit it to anyone, probably not even yourself. It doesn't bother me that the whole thing is happening. It's just the fact that this person I dated for so so so long could sit here ( Read more... )

I don't think last night could have been any worse. After Friday's drunk texting incident, I didn't think I would get a response, which I obviously didn't. Then, all of two words were spoken between the two of us at work Saturday night. Then of course I had to go to St.Marks and he had to go to St.Marks. All of two words were spoken there and I ( Read more... )

How could such an intelligent guy want to hang out with such stupid, young girls? I don't understand at all. I'm almost through with the whole situation. I really thought I was interested, but if that is what he is attracted to, then more power to him. I just don't get it. Why? I guess I'm just here for good conversation. My grandmother's saying is ( Read more... )

Well, turkey day is over...Now I'm in the home stretch. There is so much shit to do for school. Scary... Anyway, Columbus was better than I expected but I was still ready to leave and come home. Good ol' Huntington. I'll miss it when I'm gone... Now if I could just figure out this whole Ryan thing...Boys are confusing as all hell.

wow...you two deserve each other...and i don't care if you do want to kick my ass because of this. Funny, at least he didn't have to hide the fact that he was with me...haha