Well this is it. I thinks its over and it has barly begun. I cant say what I mean. Not just yet. I feel alone and I have slipped into a total depression.............................................................................................

Well lets see...its been a long time since I last wrote in here ( Read more... )

I can not even begin to explain the frustration that I have. I am continusly faced with stupid challenges that I need not be faced with everyday. Today for instance...Justins younger sister(15 years old) called and wanted to stay the night at her friends house...I said no it was a school night and she has been away or has had someone over everyday ( Read more... )

SO I KNOW THAT I ONLY WRITE WHEN SOMETHING HAPPENS AND I SHOULD REALLY GET BETTER AT UPDATING ALL THE TIME...ANYWAY LET ME GET STARTED ( Read more... )

I havent updated in a very long time. I am not really sure where I should start ( Read more... )

SO HERE I AM AGAIN, UPDATEING FOR LIKE A PERIOD OF TWO MONTHS. THIS SUCKS BECAUSE SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED AND NOW I WILL BE HERE FOREVER JUST TRYING TO EXPLAIN IT ALL. SO TO START, I RAN IN TO HERB A FEW MONTHS BACK AND TOLD HIM THAT HE COULD COME TO MY HOUSE AND PICK UP HIS AMP. I KNOW HE NEEDS IT SO I JUST STOPED WORRYING ABOUT THE MONEY HE OWES ME ( Read more... )

SO I AM AT WORK NOW, THIS IS THE SAME PLACE THAT I HAVE BEEN AT SINCE 6AM THIS MORNING AND IT IS NOW 10:36PM. I KNOW I KNOW...I COMMITED TO DOING SOMETHING SO I HAD TO FINISH IT, AND THEN I JUST DIDNT WANT TO GO HOME BECAUSE I DONT LIKE GOING HOME TO AN EMPTY HOUSE. KNOW THE FEELING? I HATE WHEN JUSTIN IS AT WORK AND I AM ALONE THERE. I FEEL ( Read more... )

OK SO HERE IS THE SCOOP, I HAVE NOT WRITTEN IN A WHILE AND THAT IS BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN KINDA BUSY. JUSTIN AND I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY WITH WORK AND GETTING READY FOR VACATION. FIRST OFF, MY SISTER DEVON IS TURNING 13 TODAY SO EVERYONE THAT KNOWS HER PLEASE WISH HER A HAPPY BDAY. OK SO JUSTIN AND I HAVE BEEN WORKING OUR ASSES OFF TO SAVE UP MONEY. SO GO ( Read more... )

DIDNT GET TO FINISH MY WORK EARLIER, SO NOW I AM. FEELING VERY RELEVIED THAT SHE GAVE ME ALL THAT TIME. I AM SO HAPPY BECAUSE NOW I CAN GO SEE MY DAD AND MY SISTER. I CANT WAIT ( Read more... )

IM AT WORK RITE NOW AND IT SUCKS ASS REALLY BAD. TODAY HAS BEEN SUCH A TERRIBLE DAY. I DONT HAVE TIME TO WRITE ABOUT IT BUT I WILL GET AROUND TO WRITING ABOUT IT IN GOOD TIME. THE ONLY GOOD POINT OF THIS ENTIRE DAY IS THAT I LEFT SALLY (MY OFFICE MANAGER) A NOTE LAST NITE ASKING FOR WHATEVER DAYS SHE WOULD GIVE ME FOR A VACATION. I HAD ORIGINALY ( Read more... )