OH!THOUGHT THAT I SHOULD TELL THIS STORY BECAUSE IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. THE NITE BEFORE LAST, MY SISTER CALLED MY FROM PHILLY TO TELL ME THAT SHE GOT A NEW CELL PHONE. SHE HAS SPENT SO MUCH OF HER LIFE IN THE LAST TWO YEARS IN THE HOSPITAL, SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HELD BACK THIS YEAR BECUASE SHE HAD MISSED SO MUCH SCHOOL. SHE TOLD MY DAD THAT SHE ( Read more... )

SO WE WENT TO THE CONCERT AND HAD A GREAT TIME!THE DRIVE DOWN THERE WAS FUN AND IT WASNT LONG EITHER. WE STAYED AT A NICE HOTEL AND THE CONCERT WAS NOT EVEN 4 MINS AWAY FROM US. THE HOTEL GAVE US FREE SHUTTLE SERVICE TO THE CONCERT AND BACK WHICH WAS AWESOME AND WE WOULDNT GET LOST OR HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE TRAFFIC. WE SAW HOT HOT HEAT AS THE ( Read more... )

HAVENT POSTED IN A WHILE AND ALOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE THEN. WELL FOR STARTERS, I GOT GLASSES AND SO FAR FROM THE GYM I HAVE LOST ABOUT 7LBS. THAT IS AWSOME, SO HOPEFULLY BY MY WEDDING ILL BE NICE AND FIT. THEN THERE IS THE WHOLE CONCERT ISSUE. I WAS ANGRY BUT NOW I JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE ( Read more... )

SO TODAY I JOINED A GYM YAY! ALSO I WORKED MY LAST DAY AT STAR SUPPOSEDLY. I AM HAVING A VERY GOOD DAY EXCEPT THAT MY SISTER IS BACK IN THE HOSPITAL. I FOUND OUT FROM MY DAD THAT SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL AGIAN FOR HER LUPUS. GOD DAMN THAT DISEASE. I AM DOWN ON THE WHOLE SITUATION BUT TRYING TO BE STRONG BECAUSE I THINK THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRITE ( Read more... )

THE PERSON THAT HAS BEEN PISSING EVERYONE THE FUCK OFF IS KRISTEN. SHE IS BEING A SELFISH FUCKING WHORE. CALLING OTHER PEOPLE NAMES LIKE SHALLOW AND CONCEDED. WHO THE FUCK IS SHE OF ALL PEOPLE TO SAY ANYTHING LIKE THAT TO ANYONE!?! JUST GETS ON MY NERVES BUT AS LONG AS SHE STAYS OUT OF MY WAY THEN I WILL BE FINE. I GET OFF WORK SOON YAY! OH HAPPY ( Read more... )

SO AGAIN TO EVERYONE...I AM SORRY FOR LAST NITE. WELL ANOTHER ISSUE FOR TODAY IS A PERSON IN OUR GROUP WHO HAS ROYALY PISSED OFF EVERYONE. THIS PERSON IS JUST SO FUCKING SELFISH AND IS ALSO ACTING LIKE NOTHING IS WRONG. HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO PEOPLE YOU SUPPOSEDLY CARE ABOUT? HOW CAN YOU CALL OTHER PEOPLE NAMES THAT PRETAIN TO YOU? WHAT WERE YOU ( Read more... )

DOING GOOD. KINDA. NOT REALLY BOTHERED BY THE WHOLE DEATH SITUATION ANYMORE. COULDNT LET IT TAKE OVER MY LIFE RITE? HAD A FIGHT WITH JUSTIN TONITE BECAUSE I AM SELFISH. DONT WANNA GO INTO DETAILS BUT LETS JUST SAY THAT I WAS WRONG AND I AM SORRY TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I HURT TONITE. THINGS WILL BE FINE TOMORROW I HOPW. MAYBE WE WILL GO TO SEE ( Read more... )

SO I TALKED TO MY DAD YESTERDAY AND HE SAID THAT THE CAUSE OF DEATH FOR MARY WAS A BLOODCLOT IN SOME OF HER ARTERIES. THAT SUCKS BECUASE THAT MEANS THAT SHE PRETTY MUCH SFFOCATED TO DEATH. I THINK THAT I AM STARTING TO GET OVER IT FOR THE MOST PART. I AM STILL SAD BUT I HAVE REALIZED THAT THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO EXCEPT BE THERE FOR MY FAMILY AND ( Read more... )

I'M NOT SURE WHAT I WANT TO DO. I THINK THAT I MAY WANT TO GO TO PHILLY FOR A WEEK TO SEE MY FAMILY AND GET CLOSURE ON THE SUBJECT. I DON'T KNOW THO. IT IS KINDA EXPENSIVE AND I WOULD MISS A WHOLE WEEK OF WORK TO. THAT WOULD PUT ME BEHIND ON ALL OF MY BILLS. I SPOKE TO MY SISTER THE OTHER DAY AND SHE WAS DOING OK TO ME. SHE SAID THAT SHE WAS TRYING ( Read more... )

SATURDAY NIGHT I RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM MY DAD,HE TOLD ME THAT MY SISTER CAITLINS MOTHER MARY PASSED AWAY. MY SISTER FOUND HER MOM DEAD ON HER BED WHEN SHE WENT TO WAKE HER UP. MARY HAS BEEN A PART OF MY LIFE SINCE I WAS BORN, GRANTED I ONLY SAW HER A COUPLE WEEKS PER YEAR, I STILL LOVED HER. SHE WASN'T THE BEST OF PEOPLE BUT SHE WAS NICE TO ME ( Read more... )