ugh.. So Paul came home and has done nothing drink beer, play video games and bitch about everything. So I said something and it blew up... And now he took off in his car. He's such an asshole. All I ask is for a little attention.. do I get it? nope none..

So.. I'm depressed.. really depressed.. my life sucks. i hate it. I just want to run away.. not forever.. but i don't know how long.. I don't want anyone around me because I feel so awful ( Read more... )

So after almost 2 years I decide to update this... odd yes I know.. but I need to write.. again ( Read more... )

I'm still kicking. School has been okay lately. Busy as always. And with Paul gone for 8-9 days at a time it's going to be even harder when I get a part time job to cover my expenses for now.. or else I can just wait for my tax refund and my disbursement from my loan to come through.. hmm..

I'm happy. That's all.

It's been quite some time ( Read more... )

When you made me this copy of the Eurotrip CD I was not expecting to feel so sad and to hear this song and feel like it was us in a nut shell. I'm sorry that we're so bad together.. I miss you and I will always love you Paul. Please don't forget about me ( Read more... )

March 23, 2005 ( Read more... )

stacey will LOVE LOVE LOVE this one.. you can steal it if you want to stacey!



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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 4 questions. Any 4, no matter how random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal, and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you.

DO IT NOW!!!!!!