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thank you
LOL, e-pals did make me laugh, haha. but i know what you mean, and i think so too ( Read more... ) -
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i've figured out who you are...well, i am about 90% sure. for supposedly being so smart, it took me a while haha. to be honest, when i considered it being you, i wasn't sure if i really wanted to keep going with this....so in a way, your hunch about me replying because i thought it was someone else, is kind of correct. but that doesn't mean i never ( Read more... ) -
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i reaaally want you to tell me, although i think i understand why you don't want to. kind of like how i can guess who you are, and ask you if it's true, but i really don't want to admit who i think it might be in case i'm wrong. perhaps you don't want to tell me in case you're not really the person i was expecting ( Read more... ) -
i know
i even said, don't live in your past (or something like that), and yet i keep going back to it! keep living it! i hold grudges for too long! will i ever change?...have i gotten worse?...sigh ( Read more... ) -
good bye.
mmmmmm new journal time ( Read more... ) -
throwback entry
ghamas. yeah. i went to the orientation yesterday and the place i might be moving to is on the list of participating districts, but only for juniors and seniors. I don't know if I should apply or not, but I'm not going to waste my time on it if I know I wouldn't be able to go. It's not fair. I really think they would've accepted me if I turned it ( Read more... ) -
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i'm optimistic again ( Read more... ) -
i love wellesley
it sounds like i hate wellesley, but i don't, i just hate me or if any connection to wellesley at all exists, then how it has made me hate myself, or realize how much i hate myself. roar. -
mhmmm
the bugu is coming tomorrow. YAY. just for an hour...aww. but i get to see him. YAY. i can't wait. i miss him so much. i can't wait to sleep and wake up knowing i'm going to see him!! what a dream come true....but that might not happen.....as in i might not sleep. but i want sleep so bad... -
ojos asi
i've had the same pair of glasses since i was 12. they are beaten up and i'm sure they've changed the structure of my nose in the past two weeks.
doesn't it sound like i need a new set of eyes to look through? hmmm