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Your Icecream Flavour is...
Cookies 'n Cream!

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I don't want to end things... I really don't want to give up on him cause I really do like him.... :-\...

Maybe it's just cause I need to talk to him... perhaps if I talk to him I'll think more clearly but I tried calling him and no one answered but right now I feel so sick on my stomach kind of sickening feeling and I hate being scared like this and as more time goes on it's getting worse... I just hope he calls me... I hope I get this figured out... ( Read more... )

I'm so scared and thinking I should end the relationship with me and Adam when it's the last thing I want... but when people tell you so much stuff and some of you saw it was true... it makes me more scared than ever. And I don't want to ruin things cause I like him so much but like my stomach feels so weak and just a empty feeling of maybe seeing ( Read more... )

Whoa... the last few days have been very umm different yeah... from the highest points to the lowest points of all the situations... whoa... I'll write about it later.

Keep breathing to feel something,
Take my breath away...

Taking with arms wide open...
But now I'm awake...

Would it be so bad to pretend that you were so happy...

Perfection through silenceWhen you sit back and try to hide everything from everyone and put on a cold mask. Is it truly helping you is it just making me narcotic ( Read more... )

Some of the things we spoke on the phone was about his confusion and so I set out and told how I felt first cause he was scared to put himself out on the line like that. And then he asked me some questions to stop his confusion so we could get all of this behind us and just be friends and let things work out okay ( Read more... )

The conversation with me and andrew before I got to find things out or talk to him and sort them out like we did on the phone that night. But I found it ever so difficult to talk to him cause I guess I just felt sorta bitter towards him assuming that everything meant nothing and he was there for all the wrong reasons which he has a really bad ( Read more... )