Well this is the conversation of some of the stuff Jenn and I spoke about... so here goes ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't really posted much lately and a lot has been going on really ( Read more... )

And he had come back and began to speak again ( Read more... )

Brent (12:17:34 PM): yea...lol right now i should be able to write pretty damn good ( Read more... )

Have I learnt more than ever lately... I am still more confused and alone than ever. But I think I've found my happiness once again... cause the past few days have beek a complete hell for me. I have been feeling nothing but dead... I just pray to God that he continues to help me through this ( Read more... )

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Why I getting my hopes up for nothing to come of it all... will it all end in a disaster... cause more and more of I see this is going to happen ( Read more... )

Well... last night Andrew called me and admitted he had been trying to get ahold of me all this time... like he left a message for me to call him back sunday night (the night I was trying to get ahold of him to go do something) and my dad never told me about it blah. But when I told him I was trying to invite him to go someplace he was like are you ( Read more... )

Hmm... now a question I wonder. Did my dad forget to tell me that he called sunday night... or was he just simply asleep when he did and no one ever noticed until I checked the caller id to delete it... hmm...
I do wonder how far my parents would go for me not to have anything to do with that person...

Needless to say last night was improved. I'm not going to say what helped, but today so far I feel much more alive. I just hope this continues with no let downs.