There is so much that I want to say but I can't seem to find the words. I'm still processing everything that happened and I wonder what it means for the future. I keep reliving that day in my head- wondering what I could have done differently; if I should have done anything differently. I was scared, awkward and unprepared. What if's run through my ( Read more... )

My heart hurts a lot today.

fuck 2009.

I feel bad about what you are going through. I don't think you deserved this and I really was wishing for the best.

I wish I could stay focused but lately things that used to be a priority- mean nothing.
I'm not the person I once was and I don't know if that is good or bad.

I've been teetering on the brink of failure for weeks now ( Read more... )

many many swears.

I've been messing up pretty bad lately. School is overwhelming and I've missed a couple of deadlines because I haven't quite settled into a routine yet. I feel like no matter what I do, I can't get organized. I really hate my business class but I need it to graduate. Next semester my schedule will be much better but until then I just have to tough ( Read more... )

Still- A reference to the continuation of an idea that some may have forgotten- even as I relive the notion in my head daily- and sometimes hourly

[Jul. 20th, 2008|01:54 am]

sometimes
sometimes
sometimes
always.

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