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AM
My eyes are so puffy. They hurt and I feel like no amount of coffee will help me today.
Have to pull up my bootstraps because I have a charity event tonight representing my dolls and raising money with the bath city roller girls for Alzheimer's disease.
Time to put make up over the puffy eyes, do my hair, and get over it.
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It hurts even more when it's a friend you lose on top of it all. Can hearts break on multiple planes?
Feeling so rotten I can't describe.
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Dear Diary
You'd think after all these years, the pain of heartbreak wouldn't hurt nearly as bad as it did ten years ago.
You'd imagine the feel of warm tears in your eyes wouldn't sting as much as it used to, but it does.
It never occurred to me that I could adore someone so much and then turn around and have to shut them out for self preservation...but ( Read more... ) -
It's not even star crossed lovers at this point
I don't understand.
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S.o.s.
When he acts like this and I have to deal with it, it makes me want to kill myself. You can't choose your family and I wish I didn't have to deal with this. This is bullshit and has been for fucking years. I am so tired of it. I don't know what else to do, how else to cope. How can she deal with this daily?! How could she have chosen him? Must not ( Read more... ) -
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My team lost a huge game tonight.
It's Memorial Day and I miss my Grandparents and my Uncle. I wish they were here.
I'm tired of having the feeling that I don't want to have feelings because they get crushed.
That awful feeling when you don't want to like someone anymore, you don't want to miss them because they haven't earned that from you, but they ( Read more... ) -
Idk
It's 2013...I miss the old days. I feel like I didn't notice as many unhappy people. Maybe I was too busy being young and dumb and crushing on people. Now a day you tell someone you like the and it makes it more difficult. How can being straight forward be worse than hiding it?! Life sure isn't what I expected in my 28th year...as a good friend ( Read more... ) -
omg
wouldn't it be funny if i resurrected this journal?
look at all my old school icons!? hahahaha...ah fuck i crack myself up. -
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YOU FUCKED UP ASSHOLE!!
i will never forget it... -
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