Im kinda a little depressed today.for 2 reasons.the first reason is cuz i was going through some of my stuff and i found 3 postcards i sent my grandpa when i lived in tx.i was only 3 and they didnt actually say anything.just scribbles.but he still kept them all these years.it made me miss him alot.and the 2nd reason why im depressed isnt going to ( Read more... )

everyone dies eventually.its just a fact of life.so why is it when some one dies, even some one you know lived a full life, it just hits you like a ton of bricks?and what could i possibly have done so bad for this past year to suck so bad(with the exception of my gorgeous baby of course).i feel like im losing everyone i hold dear.my great grandma, ( Read more... )

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COMBAT CARDS 2.1
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ok here is the website for the pictures the hospital people took.check them out!

http://www.growingfamily.com/webnursery/babypage_view.asp?URLID=4V8L4H5T8M

yea.friday morning at 630 i went into labor.at 410 in the afternoon i had a beautiful baby boy.7lbs 13oz. 20.5in.the most painful thing you will ever do in your whole life.i got home today.i just came on to get my calender stuff and check my email while hes sleeping before i attempt to sleep too.i will try to get on more as soon as it doesnt hurt ( Read more... )

ok well i figured out why i hadnt written in here for so long.because i hate that people are reading it then running to my mom like im 5 if they dont like something i said.im sick of it.so from now on all my posts will be friends only.

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i write on here so i can let myself and my friends know whats going on and how im feeling at that moment.half of the time i dont mean what i say about people.it is just something that is said in the moment of anger or sadness.but of course my family can never mind thier own buisness.and not only do they have to read it but read more into than i ( Read more... )

why is it when one thing goes good something else has to go completely wrong?or maybe its just my life since it insists on sucking so badly.well i went to the drs today and everything seems to be doing ok.she said she just had to check the glucose test.which oops i didnt get done until today.and with all the horror stories ive heard about it it ( Read more... )