Prom was awesome! I never thought that I would dance .....but I did and thats rare. I had a great time w/ my friends and everyone looked amazing !! I posted a couple pics of the group before we left. schools almost over....finally.

( fun moments.. )

I wanna be happy. I cant do this anymore..sadness..its all too consuming.

I'm always sad and I hide it too well.

The fact is I dont know what true happiness is....

maybe one day I'll know.


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Its been a long long time since ive updated. Not much has happened spring break has been relaxing, funny and hard at the same time. This week consisted of keeping my diet up, the will to change the things that have to change, sleep, the crazy but appealing idea that Jim and I made up which is to have our own "tv show" ( honestly would anyone watch ( Read more... )

 Well tonight I am extremely happy!! I went to the mall with my mom and the first dress I tried on I absolutly loved. I found my prom dress.yay. I know many of my friends thought that the blue was a better choice but I tried on the yellow  dress and it  just felt right ....it was perfect . For those I have not shown yet its the dress from how to ( Read more... )

Night: just got back from seeing "be cool" which gave a couple of laughs here and there, but over all I enjoyed it and the company of my good friends Ashley and Lauren.

Evening : Ashley , Hannah and I  went to Jons house planned our scheme to scare the shit out of them and well we had our fun.

Afternoon: Danielle picked me up ...went with her ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning went on the comp

had some banana bread *yum*

Yesterday: went to my great grandmothers house and took some pictures for her because

shes in the hospital, due to a fractured vertebrate :(

I have so much respect for her, at the age of 101 she never lets her age surpass her ability to climb 10 stairs

every morning to tend to her ( Read more... )

It's so lonely when you feel you have no one to talk to ( Read more... )

so tonight i went out w/ my crazy amiga Lauren and we saw the wedding date which was fabulo. man hes a sexy bitch if i ever saw one and i have!lol. its still raining damn its consistency!! i love it but i almost died from the flooding that occurred in my drive way. its traumatic. so right now i'm just messing around in photoshop doing the usual and ( Read more... )

Ive come to a problem that I cannot solve. I see the good in people , I try to ignore the bad but sometimes I feel disappointed because that reality is deadly. It's made me question my faith in others and trust to believe that things will get better. All my life ive tried to be a nice person ,sometimes I was too nice which came to a point where ( Read more... )

Can you take me back to that place where stars glow?
Comets swarm like fireflies outside your window

But are you afraid, you always said the world will never last
And Lola I'm not afraid, if you star-wipe all your past away
And the sun comes one more day.

what are your favorite lyrics?

goodnight.