i was upset last night by someone. i really dont want to start anything so i wont give any specifics. i just feel that i keep grasping for people to hold on to but one by one they fall.i found my self singing last night , it always helps i know its weird but i feel better because its the one thing that always comes out right and that i can control ( Read more... )

school...blah..going to the football game...shock. i want some jamba ! i have been craving that all day. i was watching this singing channel thing and i really really want to make my own cd...soon. much love. ~heidi-hoe

. show me the money.

dam that mother Fuc...bastard..ass. Woo im done sometimes sharing a computer w/ ur little brother sucks.grrrrr. So yea today was hell as usual ....literally it was hotter than the firey pits of idk what but you know what i mean. so i finished the friends movie ...i give it thumbs up. we had a fun summer i must say. Why cant school be over?!so yea i ( Read more... )

just saw passion of the christ for the first time. it was an intense movie. very sad but touching. I created my summer/friends movie! 1<3 it for those of you who i spent my summer with you have to come over and see it cause ur in it too!tomorrow is school..grrrr. i don't want to go...hmm suddenly I am not feeling well ...hopefully tomorrow ( Read more... )

it is hot hot hot hot. What sucks is that i cant go in the pool for at least an hour because of the amount of chlorine and other chemicals that was put in. damn. Just watched Orange County man do i <3 that movie. jack black is awesome. i love history i mean i know people think its boring but doesn't it fascinate you to learn about the events that ( Read more... )

i am waiting impatiently for this so called "predicted earthquake " thats suppose to take place this weekend. all i gotta say is duck and cover my friends under ur door frame or hell the nearest table.the girls just came over to harass me and eat my food what a....shocker. next time can you guys ...i dont know... ring the door bell instead of ( Read more... )

my sister went to the emergency room......she is having kidney problems. At first we had no concern until she had bladder infections every 2 weeks..i just hope its not kidney failure. she has lost weight previously even though her body shape and   weight have always been perfect. She continues losing this weight from her diet and i think it is ( Read more... )

school........i hate it with a passion. its stressful, and above all it makes me insecure and for some reason i cant be myself cause i am not happy at all. what else is there to say?my mom wants me to talk to a therapist and i told her i would never go back to that again. much love.-heid

. what am i going to do.

school shopping at the mall im trying to think of the places i want to go to and so far its ( Read more... )

At Laurens..watching oldschool...miss natasha!...the pizza's gone bummer.....i need my hair done again..i loved my straight hair...its hot in this place....school is tomorrow at 8:00 am sharp..i am so depressed....maybe some new pants from express will lift my mood? maybe. much love. goodnight.<3333

.do you wanna get smacked??.haha.