Your Element Is Water


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Thanksgiving ='s complete madness.

sometimes when i'm walking through the halls of my high school i feel so invisable..everyone looks through my flesh and ignores my existence leading me to wish i truly were nothing but a ghost. i never considered myself a shy person but an unhappy one,i feel no need to socialize but simply let the day pass me by and i guess in the sense let life ( Read more... )

last night: Drove to the movies Saw wimbledon ( which was fabulous) then a Cop pulled us over for basically nothing but w/e. weird night but it ended with police joke's & some tears.lol. i had fun but i am telling you those cops abuse the badge they hide behind.haha. today is pretty kick back and quiet with some homework. - heid

things change so fast. reality sets in. you have to leave everything you knew behind and move ahead. i see the open door to the present but my fear overcomes my will to walk through it. so here i remain watching as everyone i care for waves goodbye with bright smile's and tear's walking further and further away until all that can be seen is a ( Read more... )

bored out of my mind ( Read more... )

went out to lunch with mom and we had the "future talk" i hate when people say " so what are you doing after high school" and i reply " i have no idea". that scares the hell out of me that i dont have a plan , i dont like taking risks i only take them when i have to. I love that vanessa carlton song and the music video man she is cool. today is a ( Read more... )

So I'm back. Still a little sick and my hearts still a little fragile but I'll be ok. I have slept through the past few days and felt so secluded from everything and everyone but I needed that , I needed to focus on myself and heal the wounds. I did however love more than anything the  support and care I have received from my friends. I have talked ( Read more... )

another morning...last night i think i hit rock bottom. i haven't felt that way since freshman year and isn't it ironic that it came back to me on my last year of high school. i don't know what to do about myself ..i feel weak mentally and tired physically. i want to make some changes when i am better. good changes not just for me but those i care ( Read more... )