It's been a while. Mostly I've kept my thoughts to myself. I have a lot on my mind, a lot I would like to say to a friend but instead it will be left unsaid...just typed here ( Read more... )

I had a nice weekend...other than being once again tired of hanging out with sketchy guys! Seriously, I would love to meet someone who is either available or looking for something other than getting laid ( Read more... )

Okay, So I've made it through two weeks. I came home this friday with a little more energy than last week, but that's probably because I was only in school three of the five days...if you are curious as to why then continue reading ( Read more... )

Okay, I'm up late again...but I've spent a few hours researching volunteer work I can do in another country. I've been debating whether I would want to go for a few months...or longer. I stumbled across a website sometime last month listing nonprofit organizations who send volunteers to south america...it all seems exciting to me! Maybe it'll ( Read more... )

Okay, so I've finished my first week of student teaching. I am so tired I don't know how I'm even sitting in front of my computer to write BUT I am required to write reflections. Sorry Shayla, there is no way I can write daily reflections...weekly I can handle ( Read more... )

I havent written in a while, but looked over some of the entries and decided it's time for another entry ( Read more... )

I feel like such a horrible person. I am after some of the things I said to Shahn. I am in such a low place right now and I hate it. I hate the person I am right now. I just wish things were normal and right - no fighting. I've gotten so caught up in this spiral that I dont know how to get out - and that scares me. For these reasons, I left ( Read more... )

Love letters are romantic and saying “I love you” when hanging up the phone with your loved one is always reassuring. But saying “I love you” doesn’t have to be “said” with words. While these three little words are powerful conveyors of emotion, showing your love through other words and actions can be just as powerful, and possibly even more ( Read more... )

My mind is so cluttered...I have contemplated breaking up with Shahn in the last few weeks. I finally did tonight...my body was physically shaking as I talked to him. I'm just tired of all his negative outlook on things! He thinks that EVERYONE has or will screw him over. It is mentally and physically exhausting...I can't do it anymore. You ( Read more... )

Rob Thomas - Ever the Same ( Read more... )