Well this has been a day and a half. Caught my brother smoking pot...parents found out. And now the Kid is grounded for the next month, is prob going to get kicked off of his wrestleing team, no phone, no computer...until he pulls his grades up. And all of this is going to be my fault. Whatever the idiot is failing school and needs to get his sorry ( Read more... )

evilwhitemale you rock because you always have something kind to say to me. You rock because i didn't even really know you and you reached out to help me. And you always say whats on your mind. A thing you don't see in most people. But when you do say whats on your mind even if it might be hurtful you try to say it in a way that won't hurt to make ( Read more... )

SO today so far has been very well how do i say it....boring! I might see my friend Ryan later today at like 5. And that will be lots of fun. And yea thats just about it ( Read more... )

Want an ego boost, my friends? Then here's your assignment:

1) Post a comment to this entry if you want me to tell others why I think you rock.

2) Watch my journal for an entry in the near future where I tell everyone about YOU and just exactly WHY you rock.

3) Post these instructions in your own journal.

So i kind of feel like to some people i am being thrown in the trash. And i thought my days of feeling like this were so far gone. I guess not. But hey i'm like a cat i always land on my feet...after i cut myself. But i decided no more of that and so far i have been good. I had a long talk with my dad today. And i he old me to set the top 5 goals ( Read more... )

ACK! Papers Papers. I can't take it anymore! Ok i'm done. I'm lucky i had my friend Chris to help me with my paper or else i would be in a lot of trouble. I am one of the worst people to ever have to do anything on the computer and i couldn't figure out how to make my paper save on a CD that i had in my labtop. And after see told me i felt so ( Read more... )

So yes i am back form my vacation in NY and with not a scar on me. In fact i had the time of my life when i was up there. My cousin Jess got a house with her bf and all if the cousins stayed there. So i on friday night i was up until three with my cousins Chrissy, Joellen, Jonny, Jess, Jen, Jada, James, Jason, Jada's bf Matt, and Jess's bf Todd. ( Read more... )

I just wanted to wish everyone a very happy Thanksgiving. And to let everyone know my mother is making me go to NY with her to see my family and be ignored and made fun of. So this is going to be fun. ANywho to make a long story short i won't be around for afew days.

I have just reached my breaking point. And i am asking for help. Everything from this week on top of last week has just piled on top of its self. And i thought that maybe if i didn't deal with any of it it would all go away. And i was wrong so very very wrong. So if anyone gets the time my AIM is starsnmoons587 feel free to IM me and maybe to just ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let everyone know that i am still alive. Been doing a lot of soul searching and so far i've come up with a lot of dead ends. I have however thrown myself back into writing. Which could turn out to be either a good thing or a bad thing. Because i noticed a lot of my shit is just me saying how much i hate being in this dark place ( Read more... )