So it was offically the last day of Heinemann's ever, I'm now out of a job. I have been there almost 4 years, it's sad because it was a second family for me. Also I have no savings, no money and have no clue what I'm going to do. But first thing in the morning, I'll call unemployment, stop by two restaurants and drop applications off, I have ( Read more... )

spring break is almost over, school is killing me, 17 credits - what was I thinking. Arabic is interesting, I'm not as doing as good as I wanted, but I'm not failing yet ( Read more... )

Today, I wrote a letter

I told him I loved him.
I told him I want to marry him...and I'm sorry for leaving once before.

I don't know the future. I'm afraid of his response. My heart hurts now, I'm scared it'll be hurting more.

Waiting...

I can't imagine him not there.

A million thoughts are running through my head...the situation in Gaza is stressing me out and pissing me off, as crazy as it sounds, I really feel for all the innocent people, I wish more than anything that some sort of situation could be found, one that might not actually hurt the Palestinian people, but could actually help them. I keep reading ( Read more... )

so finals are done, school is out for the summer and I am cutting down on serving and picking up hosting hours (with a raise, not that it is that much, but still I'm happy)...This is going to make everything so much better. My schedule is going to be a little freer, I need to have time to study without cutting back on my hours at work ( Read more... )

So I am now doubting my decision to go for a MA in Business. I dropped the business course I was planning to take in the fall, I will still take the math class, survey of calculus and analytical geometry, I didn't take math at Beloit and it would be nice to just complete it. I added an anthropology course that is on the celtic world. I'm now ( Read more... )

it's been awhile...been caught up in school and have been fighting something, it was kinda fluish, i was nauseous monday night, i had a sore throat, headcold and was exhausted ( Read more... )

An ashtray of cigarette butts...partially downed drink to the left, and I still feel as if I am lost and unsure. I want to leave, move. Part of me is wanting Morocco, I left something there and until half way through smoking my hookah, reminiscing with the banana flavored tobacco, I remembered. I left part of me ( Read more... )

My fish died...

Classes are going good. I found out that I guess if I take these 4 courses next semester (which all depends how I place in math later this semester) and take the GMAT's, I can go into the Masters program for Business. Cost wise it's going to be the same as taking the undergrad classes, but I will need less credits and end up with a better degree ( Read more... )