my weekend sucked.

i should be at school, but i'm not. i'm taking sometime to myself. everything's starting to really get to me. i just get so frustrated and it brings me to tears. i'm just so fucking emotional. but yea..stuff's going on with my sister to. she came over from work and she was crying. hmm..i'm gonna rent some movies tonight and think about things. ( Read more... )

i just got back from the funeral home. i was really scared to see janna. gosh...i could see that she had been crying. it broke my heart. i feel so bad, and i want to do something for her ( Read more... )

today..was a little better. it's all nasty and rainy outside. hehe. tattler came out today. quarles asked me three things that i didn't like about it, and three things that i did. i told him him dps was awesome. it took up two pages. yea..i'm not sure what else i have to say about today. but umm..yea my kitty is gone, and i have a crush

i'm very very emotional right now. i've been crying..a lot. i'm frustrated, and when i get frustrated i get upset and i cry. i'm just so...angry. i'm not sure where all this anger is coming from. i have so much on my mind that i can't share because i'm scared of what the results of my actions are gonna be. there's no point of me talking about this ( Read more... )

yea, today was a bad day. janna's mom died last night. she didn't come to school today, and i kinda figured she didn't because stuff was going on with her mom. she hasn't been at school much. gosh. i just feel terrible. her mom had cancer and i think she had a brain tumor. we're all chipping in some money to get her some flowers ( Read more... )

abra, brandt, and josh came down this weekend. i spent time with them last night. charlie, tiffany, abra, brandt, josh, and i went to the basketball game to see julie cheer. which is kinda weird...charlie was like 'me and you don't belong here.' i said 'yea i know..' it was funny ( Read more... )

i can feel all the emotions building up inside of me right now.
tears are screaming to come out of my red eyes.
the streams fall
they fall down to my chin.
and i can't stop crying.
i just can't.

i haven't updated in a long time. sorry. i've been kinda busy. with newspaper and what not. deadlines this week and i'm really stressed out with that and other stuff ( Read more... )

a conversation with maggy. one of kathleen's friends. she's lovely ( Read more... )