Ryan taught me this summer to have confidence in myself. He showed me that I deserved better than I had had ( Read more... )

This whole liking someone thing really really sucks ( Read more... )

I need to start using this again ( Read more... )

I'm hoping.. that once Alex gets home, and steals the internet, I wont be on as much and therefore... maybe... I wont care as much.
Ha.
Who am I kidding.
I'm reminding myself of someone I really hate.
Shit.
I dont care... I really really really really really want this.

I cant stop thinking about the hottness.... and how gorgeous he is ( Read more... )

I give up. For tonight at least.
I just wish ... I could get it off my mind.
Thats all.

the title.. describes it... thats all.

Yay for no school.
Yay for big checks.
Yay for Christmas.
Yay for Christmas presents.
Yay for hanging out with people.
Yay for... cute boys?

I'm running out of things to be happy about. lol

nope not really.

I guess I don’t get it.
Love that is.
What is love, how do you know you love someone.
Why do I like him? I mean he may be the most gorgeous guy I’ve ever met, and he may be funny and he may be nice and he may have a great voice, but why do I like himIts so weird for me… to want something I cant have. I don’t like it ( Read more... )

I want him so bad.

It is all I can think about...

Have you ever REALLY wanted to tell someone how you felt about them, but couldnt?