good god woman! or man. whichever. you know how there are people who just bug the bageezers out of you and they comment and leave you messages and pop up and talk to you when you are online...and you just want them to leave you alone? well sometimes i am so neglected online that i wish even those damn fools would pop up ( Read more... )

oh my god oh my god oh my god!! like does anyone watch laguna beach?? as if it isnt bad enough that people like that actually exist, they then are given their own show to present to the world the whole ugly picture of just how rich and ridiculous us americans really are. and especially californians wouldnt you say? am i the only one that feels ( Read more... )

well i'm really bored. i quit my dumb job because the fucker of a manager is well...a fucker. i have a new job at marie calendars i start on friday. there has been a desperate lot that has happened since i last wrote. way too much to even begin. it would be pages long to explain it. it was john's birthday on friday. i might not have mentioned ( Read more... )

do you know why i am so happy???>?!!>!?

So. There is just too much to say, I couldn’t possibly. I could try and it would be a novel. My fingers do not work as fast as my mind can think. So im going to try and work it into sections, but of course I will be unsuccessful and it will end up all melding together into one incoherent rant about how emo I apparently am ( Read more... )

my new cell phone number is 818 731 5805. and people can call me even if i only just met them :)

so i went to san francisco this weekend. and it totally rocked, kira and i sang 'breakaway' at the top of our lungs with hair brush microphones for about 3 hours nonstop...yup, same song. and then we got all prettified for the party got to dance and we were taken up on the stage to dance, it was fun stuff. plus i got to see the city, binky and ( Read more... )

im going to be getting a new phone, new number, so for now i dont have my cell...so dont call me on it call me at home 661 533 4782 too bad no one who reads this calls me...grrr

i feel really good right now. extremely tired, but all the same, really good. i am over him. i knew this for a while now. but it really hit hard and seems real now. i thought that i wasnt because i can still feel, and remember how wonderful it used to be. it was good. perfect. but it didnt last. and it is possible that i was blinded by ( Read more... )

these are my 'trends ( Read more... )